The Big Day Is Done And Over!

Two days after race day and I am actually feeling good!  I can't say I felt so hot during or for the few hours following though. 

Let me take you through race day. 

5:45- I woke up feeling anxious as ever but excited! 

7:00- Got to the mall and suddenly felt very unprepared.  People had their running belts and hats on....some even had space blankets!  I was in my school shirt and yoga pants!

7:30- Took pre-race pictures with friends to show I was actually there

7:45- The race started but because I was in wave 6, I waited!

8 something,- My wave was allowed to start

And now we take it to miles because with uncoordinated people like me, I can’t run and check my watch clock at the same time!

Miles 1-4 were awful.  I saw some workers and got pumped for all of 5 seconds until I turned the corner.  When I saw Mile 4 I could have cried, thinking I had more than 2/3 of the race left to go.  That was also when my Pandora stopped working!

Miles 5-8 were a blur which was nice PLUS I got my Pandora to work again!  This was way better than Option B (listening to the 6 songs I have on my iPhone on repeat)  Yay!

Miles 9-10 I could see the finish line but my knees had a different agenda.  They were dead set on keeping me from the finish line.

Miles 11-13- I saw my coworkers once more which did give me more energy because I could celebrate with them that I was almost done.  At this point I was on the verge of tears because my left knee hurt so bad!

Mile 13.1 I ran through the finish line at 2 hours 38 minutes.  The first thought in my head was, “Nope, I did better than that,” and then, “Yes!  I did better than that!”  (The clock tracks the time of the first wave and I was in wave 6).  My official time...2 hours 18 minutes, average time per mile 10:35.  I will take it for my first half!

The time after I finished was all a blur!  I met up with a friend, took pictures to show I actually survived and went home!

From there, I wish I could say I felt good, relaxed a little bit and had a productive rest of my day but I would be lying.  Instead, I was sick for the next 5 hours after and had to take a 2 hour nap!  After I recouped, I was able to eat and get out a bit before I returned home to get a very restful sleep!

Would I change anything about this experience?  My answer would definitely be, yes!  I would train harder so my body would actually know what it felt like to run past 6 miles.  (Definitely the explanation for my knees hurting).  I would also like to get on a better nutrition plan (and hopefully not feel so sick later)!  But after all of the heck I put my body through, I wouldn’t take back this experience for anything. I had a blast and can’t wait to start training for another half marathon!

P.S. If you were out there cheering the runners on, I want to say a huge, THANK YOU! I didn’t think someone’s cheering or sign would be able to make such a difference but they definitely made me laugh along the way.  Some are inappropriate but here are a few

-“Go random stranger!”

-“Run now, poop later.”

-“Smile if you’re not wearing underwear!”

Slacker

So I completely slacked last month and have not started off this month in good fashion either.

Last month was an encouraging month with our sermon series at church.  It's sometimes tough to live out a Christian life while people around you live differently.  However, our "One Thing" series reassured me that I am living this way for a reason.  I am called to be different and I know people notice.  While at times it does make me feel like an outcast, people talk about about how I live and that says something!

This month my challenge was to run a half marathon and I haven't wanted to write because my training has NOT been what I was hoping.  I have plenty of excuses as to why I haven't been running but when it comes down to it, my motivation just wasn't there.  But I am still running it?  Guess I can't back out now since it's this Sunday.  The next time I write will be after the run...if I survive.

Past month challenges...I have picked up a camera again and went out to Discovery Lake for an hour shoot.  I had a great time!  Here are some pics!

I was made to LOVE you

When my pastor announced last week that we were starting a new holiday series called, “One Thing” I had no clue what it was going to be about.   The only “one thing” that came to my mind as we enter into the holiday season is Jesus and I was pretty sure we weren’t going to have five different sermons about Jesus’ birth.

So this morning I got up and went to church, excited to hear first talk of the new series and I was not disappointed.  This series actually gave me my idea as well for what my challenge is going to be for the month!  I don’t exactly know what each lesson is going to be about but I hope I can work it in. 

My challenge is to take the sermon and really live it out....not that I don’t try to take every sermon to heart but today I really felt convicted that I wasn’t fully living out today’s lesson on love.  Our lesson was titled “The Question Jesus Couldn’t Answer” and was on Mark 12 where a teacher of the law wanted to trick Jesus by asking him what the greatest commandment was.  Jesus’ response was, “The most important one is this: Love the Lord your God with all your heart, all your mind, all your soul and all your strength.  The second is this: Love your neighbor as yourself.  There is no other commandment greater than these.”  

The main point of his lesson was to have, “love for God and others” which is obvious from this verse but his bullet points are what challenged me.  The first point was that “love is our purpose” which reminds me of the lyrics,

“Give me your eyes for just one second, give me your eyes so

I can see everything that I keep missing.  Give me your love for

humanity.  Give me your arms for the broken-hearted.  The ones

that are far beyond my reach.  Give me your heart for for the

ones forgotten.  Give me your eyes so I can see.”

God calls us to help the widows and orphans of this world and we do this though love.  God has wired us in so many different ways and all we’re called to do is use what we have to love others, knowing full well that the reason we go out and love is because of 1 John 4:19, “We love because he first loved us”.

The second point was to “make love our response”.  How often can I say that my first response in every situation is to love?  I can think of countless examples I have with my students.  I have some who are on a streak with not turning in their homework and every day that they “can’t find it but know they did it” or “didn’t have time because of this and that”, I want to scream!  I don’t assign homework because they love it!  And I especially don’t assign it because it’s the highlight of my week to grade but I assign it because I know they need the practice.  I have been getting so frustrated with them and while I hide my frustration pretty well, I know I let it slip from time to time.  I have three weeks before Christmas break and my hope is that I can respond with love rather then frustration.  I should probably practice that on the road as well.  I mean, I can show love and be patient with the cars driving 55 mph in the fast lane right?

The third point and the point that brought me to this post was that “love is our reputation”.  The pastor gave us a challenge this week to sit and reflect on or to ask a friend to tell you what we are known for.  If I did, would people use the words love or compassion?  I know my reputation in my kickball league is “goody goody” but do they see more than that?  

This week, month and for the rest of my life, I want people to see that I truly and deeply love them.  Yes, it will be difficult since right at this moment I can think of a handful of people on my list that will make this challenging but I am determined!  It is going to take prayer.  It is going to take not gossiping.  It might even mean not scrolling through my Facebook wall.  But not matter how I have to do it, my prayer is that people will start to see a change in my life and it will push them to seek the Lord or challenge them to change their mindset on how they are living our their Christian walk.

At the very end of the message, the pastor had us flip to the infamous verse in 1 Corinthians that, Christian or not, you know!  “Love is patient, love is kind....”.  You can fill in the rest.  I have heard this before but today I am looking at it in a new light.  He told us to take out the word love and replace it with our own name and see how it reads.  “Erica is patient.  Erica is kind.  Erica is not self-seeking....”  When I read it that way, I really could see the areas I needed work in and that’s what I plan to do....work!  So get ready to be loved on!

Candid

Today's sermon was on "God's Will".  While it was a good message, it was frustrating at the same time. The conclusion my pastor made was that there probably will not be an audible voice nor will we always get a conclusive answer on "where God wants us to be".  Instead, he claimed that as long as we follow God and remain in him, he will always be with us.

Like I said, it was a good message and it was also reassuring that as long as we are walking with God we are in his will but for people like me, at this stage in life, I WANT/NEED to hear an audible voice.  I need guidance of where he wants me because I feel unsettled at where I am at.  I thought by doing this 30 months before 30, I would learn more about myself and be satisfied with who I am and where I am....but I'm not.  And maybe it's just because I am going through a phase and it will pas but every day I long to be somewhere else.  Maybe once I finally move out of my parents house I will feel better but right now my mind is on Italy, Vietnam and even Arizona.  Italy because it was such a fun place to visit and it seems like a place that would be easy to settle into.  Plus, you have to admit, Italian is a beautiful language nor are the men bad lookin!  Vietnam is always on my heart because I don't just have friends over there but I have a family and I miss them on a daily basis.  Arizona is a new thought but my roommate from Vietnam lives there and she is one of the greatest people I know!  I loved every day I got to spend with her and our other roommate and I would be just fine moving out there with her.

I am not saying this to hurt feelings because honestly, I have amazing friends and a family that I love dearly but I am restless.  I feel like I need more out of my life right now and I keep waiting for God to show me where he wants me but I guess that's not going to happen.  Guess I need to start making some decisions!

First Long Run

Yes, I am slacking in my training.  I ran my first "long run" today.  Throughout the week, training has you running 3 or 4 miles but on Saturdays...or in my case, Fridays, you are supposed to do a longer run.  Today I was supposed to do 5 miles but when I got to the 2.5 mile mark, indicating I should turn around, I kept running.  I was running along the coast, listening to my Korean boy bands and watching the surfers sitting out in the water, not able to catch a wave since there were none!  I was lovin it!  I ended up running 6 miles today and while I took a few breaks, I did not feel exhausted when I got back to my car.  I don't know what a typical pace is but I ran at a 9 minute 39 pace and that felt good for me! Today I feel good!

It helped too that it was cool and stormy.  I didn't get overheated...even though my face afterward was cherry tomato red...again!

Photography, Boys and Their Dogs, and Korean Boy Bands!

So I have to be honest in saying that I have failed this month at taking pictures.  I mean, I have taken pictures from my iPhone but that doesn’t count.  I will say this though, that even though I haven’t practiced my photography, the pictures I have taken this month are some of my favorite because they are full of people that I love!  The following is a picture of my friend Lily.  She lives in AZ so we decided to meet in the middle.  The picture on the right is one I took on my drive....look at that sky!

                                             Taken at a backwards bowling party for kickball.  Love them!

As far as my Vietnamese goes...I am rockin it!  Okay, so I haven’t advanced past the 4^th lesson but I am pushing myself the extra mile and actually reviewing and learning how to write in Vietnamese (accent marks and all)!  It hurts my head but I am having so much fun learning it!  There are a few pictures and phrases that keep me entertained throughout.  For example, Rosetta Stone feels it is absolutely necessary to know “một em trai và một con chó” or that there is a boy and dog in  the picture.  Usually, a picture comes up once in a lesson but this picture, for some reason, comes up two or three times!

   

                        Little boy-man.  I laugh every time!          My new buddy and his dog

Running is going well too!  I am running 4 miles consistently and today ran it under 40 minutes.  I was pretty stoked!  Today I felt like I could run even longer which is funny since I am usually a little slower the second day in a row.  My theory on why I had more energy....I have switched my Pandora station form country or Pitch Perfect to...drum roll please..............Big Bang (a Korean boy band).  Their music is so full of energy and it keeps me at a good pace.  I have no shame!

Practicing My Photography!

I want to start this post by saying, “thank you” to the people who actually read my blog!  And then I would like to follow that with a, “sorry” since I only seem to write once a month.  I will try to be better about that!

This month I chose a challenge that I felt I could actually achieve because I will WANT to practice it!  I have loved taking photos for as long as I can remember so this month, I am choosing to put time and effort into taking great photos.

Taking pictures of people freaks me out because I feel like I am going to miss that “moment” and since my 30 months before 30 is to do things that push me out of my comfort zone, that is exactly what I am going to practice!  If anyone wants to help out, I will need subjects! 

These are photos I took today.  No people I know but I just wanted to get out there again and take pictures of something!  I love these leaves by my house and lifeguard towers are always fun!

I have found a substitute when I don't have any live beings....http://veryhilarious.com/so-beautiful/

I just about died seeing these pictures!

Running update:  I wore out my shoes and let that be my excuse for why I couldn’t go out for a run.  I finally dragged my butt out to the mall and bought new shoes to get back to my training.  It felt good to get out there!  I get more and more excited for my race as I train.  I hope I can keep my motivation!